Before I Didn't Have You Anymore

You don't know how many tears I cried
I wish I could be numb to this pain
when you left my world just stopped
and all it did was rain

you don't know how I couldn't sleep at night
just thinking of you and me
I'll never love anyone the way I loved you
but you're too blind to see

I wish things would've been different
I don't want you to be a memory in my past
all I ever needed was you
and I wanted us to last

I can't sit and cry alone anymore
and I won't let you slip away
you made me so happy
with you everything was okay

I fit so perfectly in your arms
that's where I belong
without you I have nothing
and everything feels wrong

you're always with her now
this isn't how it should be
it just isn't right that way
what's right is you and me

things may never be the same
between us so much has changed
but I don't want us to be different
I don't want things to rearrange

I want it to be back to how it was
the way we were before
before she came into your life
before I didn't have you anymore