If I Only Knew

Things have been getting blurry
its been hard for me to see,
I know I'm still in love with you
but are you in love with me?

I let you walk right out of my life
I gotta admit that hurt me,bad.
But i just watched you walk right out of sight.
And when you were gone i remembered how you hurt me so bad
Well,that just made me extremely mad.

It felt like i hit a brick wall
and because you weren't there to catch me,
I knew i was going to fall.
As i sat there in pain
I thought about all i had lost
and what i had to gain.

I knew i had lost you
but i didn't think you were going to go,
I thought i loved you
but i didn't really know.

Now i know i loved you
but you've already moved on,
I know its been way too long
even though my love for you
is still so strong.

And i know about her
you know about him
that doesn't mean we have to tell them...
No, I don't think that would be right
And you know it too,
I guess things would be different
If i only knew.

If i only knew..
our love would have come to this
I would have never loved you
or gave you that first kiss.

Cause, ever sense you've been with her
Its almost like she completely changed you
Whatever happened to manners like:"yes mamm" and "no sir."

You were my one and only best friend
and more than that too
you were there when i needed you.
but now your her boyfriend
and unfortunately
we had to end.

We both have changed now
including me too.
"I no longer love you"
is what i wish to say
but we both know thats just one wish that ain't ever coming true.
And Everything would be different
If I Only Knew.