Do you ever?

Do you ever feel that you don't belong,
or misplaced?
Do you ever feel that you're ignored,
like you've been erased?

Do you ever try to call out,
only there is no one to call to?
Do you ever just want someone to be there,to understand,
But feel there never will be?

Do you ever feel like breaking down in the middle of the night?
Do you start to feel like you should quit trying, because you'll never do right?

Do you ever think that this is all there is, that nothing else will come?
That you will be in this hole forever,and forever the only one?

Do you ever feel like asking these exact questions to someone else,
and see if they feel the same?
To see if they want to end their life every day?

Do you, do you ever?
I'm just wondering, to know what you're going through.
So, do you, do you ever?
Just want to know, because God knows that I do