Breaking down

You don't know what its like
to cry yourself to sleep
day after day
wondering when the ends will meet
trying to figure out why god has hurt you in this way
broken shattered
lost unloved
what has he to say?
am i supposed to learn from my parents mistakes?
or just move on and put it in the past
my will is shattered
my heart is broke
but is it my fault
for i am the one
who should have spoke
I'm lost in this shallow world
i haven't known where to go since the start
but alls they've done is
pushed me further and further into the dark. i don't know where to go from here
I'm broken down and scared,
worried that my heart will never mend. and i will never get to be the person i use to be