GOOD NIGHT

Tonight I cry
Once again
Not for love this time
But for the life I’m in

Nobody knows
And nobody cares
Nobody will ever understand
The emotion that unbears

You say I’m a brat
I say “your unfair”
But all that really matters here
Is that no one really cares?

The pain I cause
The pain I make
Makes life miserable
For you and for me to take

You say you love me
And always will,
But cummon, the truth please
Because I know nothing is real

We fight and fight
Argue and yell
Nothing gets settled
And it feels like were in hell

Tonight I cry
It’s just not fare,
“Am I the only one that sees it?”
“Am I the only one that really cares?”

You brought me into the world
Not knowing it would be,
Such a horrible life for you
All because of me

You just don’t know
And you never will
You won’t know the emotions and feelings
I soon will reveal

Tonight I cry
And I feel like dying
I’m such a fool all down in the blue
Because every night is a nightmare come true

I wish I were gone
I wish I was never born
I wish we could all just get along
And be so happy knowing we actually belong

At night I lye in my room
At nights I cry in my room
All because I think of actually doing it
And how my family and friends would take it

At times I wish I could die
And time I ask god “why o0o why”
At times I want to leave this earth
And go back in time, before my mother gave birth

I wish I could make my parents proud of me
I wish I could make them smile
But what would really make me happy is…
If we could really go the mile

I want to be the good twin
I want to be the greatest!
I want us to have a blast
And I want it all to happily last!

Tonight I cry
Not because you didn’t believe
But because…
It is time for me to leave

Now I’m gone
And finally no more fights
Now It is goodbye
And EVERYONE good night

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