You tell me to go to the car
so i go real fast
when u get there
u just start to yell
and then u take your hand
ball it into a fist
and then u take
the very first hit
well at lest the first hit of the day
so as u continue to hit
and yell
u make me feel like sh.it
but i try to take it
and just look away
at the pain u cause me
and look away of the bruises
look out the window
u just hit to many times
make me cry
and scream so hard
i cuss u out
u just look at me
like i am a piece of sh.it
so when we got to that stop light
i got out of the car
got into the back of the car
and then u just yell and yell
like i don't deserve to live
i know i don't deserve to live
so when we got home
i run to the kitchen
grab the knife
i wanna stab u
but u tell me that
if i drop it
u will leave me alone
so i drop it
and u pull me by the hair
to the hall way
rub my face on the carpet
and then take my head
and slam it to the wall
then u take it
from the wall
and do it again
my head is pounding
and my arms hurt
but i don't care
i try to drain u out
i think of drew
but it just isn't working
i start to cry
and screaming
then u hear her car
as she pulls in
u stop and turn on your game
tell me to go to my room
so i go to my room
take out my knife
and sit and play a lot
i think it was 12 that i made
but maybe it was only 11
so i sit with my
Head to the wall
