Disappear

I'm going to
disappear
being with people
is what i feel

i can not take it
anymore
as i walk up
i open the door

i will say
one last goodbye
when the realize I'm gone
they wont cry

they don't even
remember my name
the pain i feel
is always the same

so tonight
i will runway
right here
i can not stay

so please
don't even try
to make me stop
as i walk away and say goodbye

i will disappear
tonight
i will do it
with out a single fright

staying here
is like a knife through the heart
just being here
tears me apart

the time has come
for me to disappear
i will take the few things
i hold so dear

like my one thing
that i will use to take my life
my beloved
knife

i will bring some clothes
but that is all
its time to go
time to fall