To the one i love

This is a note
To The One I Love
drew u are the one
the one that i always dream of

there is not a single thing
now that i can do
of all my pain
u knew

and for once
i thought someone cared
all of my secrets
with u i shared

so now I'm sitting here
crying
remembering to u
never was i lying

so when u go to bed
and start to fall asleep
i will be awake
cutting way to deep

after for u
all the tears i shed
wishing every single night
that i was just dead

so don't even
try to lie
because to many tears
just for u i cry

on my arms
there are many scars for u
look at me
i though u were here to help me through

but i guess
there was some one better
so i sit here
and write this letter

can u tell me
her do u love
can u tell me
is it her u dream of

so please
to me don't lie
cause ill just
sit and cry

u lie
way to much
u put the knife
back in my clutch

so hate me
i don't care
i love u
but u wont be there

even after
the secrets that i shared
u just lied
and said u cared

u said
u loved me
when u would hold me
u would set me free

i know that u have her
and i know u don't need or want me
but please just say it
so that i can be set free

i know that i love u
so much better u made my life
but when u left
u practically handed me the knife

i know that
this poem is full of
crap but this is
To The One I Love