I wanted to die

I thought these thoughts were gone
but i guess i was wrong
u don't see
all of my misery
i just wanna end it all
and take my last fall
all the ways running through my head
wishing now just to be dead
i cant take all fathers sh.it
i just wanna be done with it
but there are just so many i cant leave
they are the only thing in which i believe
so ill wait until the leave me
then i can be free
friendships end and are they forget
to them what the person meant
so now i will just cut away
wishing not to live another day
wishing only to die
i cant take it don't ask me why
i would be so much easier for me
just to die let everyone see
what it was like to live my life
and all my scars from the knife
i wanna go to my room with the door shut
and cut to deep just give up
ill go now don't worry ill say goodbye
i just simply wanna die
so i guess I'm writing this
only to say u i will miss
u have helped me so much
my life u have touched
well let me say
i love u in so many ways
but i just cant go on
so now I'm gone
so this is goodbye
just remember i wanted to die