I slit my wrists again last night
just to feel the pain
making me sick to my stomach
but loving it all the way
i have perfected it to such an art
so if you saw you'd never know
i had done this to myself
but think it was an acident
i thought this was over for good
and i had stopped
but now i realise the truth is this
i can not give it up
this is my drug i cling to for support
my addiction in its worst form
hurting myself causing pain
to heal the pain in my mind
do not submit yourself to this pain
it is just a trick of the mind
i never want you to know
what i do to myself
i close my eyes and slit my wrists
under the covers of my bed
in this darkness
not jsut in my head
i slit my wrists again last night
just to feel the pain
making me sick to my stomach
but loving it all the way
but do not try to understand
i know you never will
it is something you accept
and never regret
a pain so real
is a pain indeed
and the pain i need
is the pain i feel
