I'm All Alone (edited)

In the night,
I cry in my bed.
About all the times you fight.
And all the times I kill myself inside my head.
I've realized that I can't drink away my pain.
I can't smoke away my thoughts of suicide.
I'll always be locked inside this prison chained.
I'll stay there till I die.
I'll take my trusty Mr. Knife.
For he's the only friend that doesn't make me cry.
He knows just how to help me end my life.
He cuts me when I'm down.
He stares at me when I'm sad.
He knows just how to get rid of this disgusting frown.
He knows just what to do when I'm mad.
But sometimes I just have to turn away,
no matter how hard it is.
Even when I'm not okay,
but what else can I say?
I'm just a messed up girl,
that no one wants.
I'm all alone in this world,
trying to run away from death and it's terrifying haunts.

~I didn't like the original, so I changed it......I hope it's better!~