A love

A blade in my hand
A wrist in my view
Thoughts in my head
I wish i had you

Cuts on the hand
Blood showing threw
Scars on my wrists
All i want is you

Cut, cut, cut
Now thats all i do
I'm giving up on me
Cuz i cant have you

I made a mistake
I begged for exception
But it was too late
All i got was rejection

It's too late
Even if you reconsider
I'm cheating of fate
Leaving you forever

Once is not enough
But it hurts just as bad
The pain is combining
All of it that i have

This is too painful
Should i try another way
Pop in some pills
Or drown myself at day

Hang myself
So i can suffer the lack of breath
Maybe shoot myself with a gun
Or poison myself to death

Twice more i strike
Deeper this time
The thought of losing you
It feels like a crime

I miss you now and always will
But i have to say good-bye
My eyes are tearing, heart is burning
Your gonna get on with your life

Don't you cry, o please you don't
I wish i could be there
Why are there tears in your eyes
I thought you didn't care

I'll be your angel
I promise i will guide all the way threw
And when it's the end
And you come to heaven
I finally get to be with you

Theres a blade in your hand
A wrist in your view
Tears in your eyes
And questions to ask too

Regrets fill your mind, anger rushes out
A slit on your wrist
I know you want to shout

Baby don't do this
Don't give up like me
I'll be your angel in heaven
It's not to late to see

You feel it was your fault
But it was all mine
I took my life away
And putting you next in line

I wish i could cradle you in my arms
Tell you that I'm OK
That I'll be waiting for you with charms
That will make all your pain go away

Take away that sin
That took me away from you
Take away that slit
That parts us in two.