The tears from my eyes spread across the bathroom floor
as i hear my mother screaming and hollering outside the door
She yells for me to open it but I'm dead inside with fear
I curl up in a bawl and wish i wasn't here
when she comes bursting in with a belt in her grip
she hits me in the face as blood streams down from my lip
as she pulls back her hand and hits me with all her might
as i scream with pain in the silence of the night
As i feel up with pain i begin to cry
as i ask god to just let me die
She backs away as i lie there in pain
just a Little alcohol makes my mother this insane
as she leaves i think shes done for the night
as that maybe i had won the fight
I get up and i look around
its dead silent shes nowhere to be found
I hear a loud shot and then a thump to the floor
where i run back to my mothers bedroom door
I see her on the floor with a gun in her hand
I look away as this was never planned
I run back as i see a knife
As I know its time to take my life
I take the knife as i feel the pain in deep
as my blood drops to my feet
I continue to cut till i can barley get air
as i feel my life slipping away i know I'm almost there
as my life slips away i begin to die
with no regrets and nothing to hide
The night my mother took her life we both dyed
