I'm Looking in the mirror wondering who is this girl?
I got my daddy's features but not his halo and his wings,
cause he's up in heaven and I'm stuck here in hell!
Sometimes I want to end it, But i got my friends that love me,
and him up above me.
But i wonder is that all?
just to go shopping In a mall,
and listen to this shit that feels my mind with pain?
I wonder,
I wonder why this is the first time i didn't lie but actually stood and looked,
Blond hair, Blue eyes,
But deep inside,
It's different, it's because of people like them that pretend to pretend to be your friend,
that make it dark and hollow,
I wonder,
I wonder why you act the way you do,
NO not you, but who?
Those who pretend they are something that they're not,
Like i did,
I wonder,
I wonder why it took me so long~
All this time to find where i belong,
But I realized that I'm unknown that I really stand here alone!!