Bradley pt.1

I know what I did was stupid
I regret it everyday
but please don't call me crazy
don't throw our friendship away

when I see the scars forming
I remember why it was done
it felt like the thing to do
it seemed like much more fun

as I walk through the halls
I see your beautiful face
I remember hanging together
& our first embrace

as tears roll down my cheeks
my make-ups out of place
I know that I'm lost(in this world with out you)
I'll never win this race

you gave me the chance
to share this thing called love
I failed my final mission...
you're frowning from above

your face is all around me
I think we went too fast
When my head stopped spinning
I was left with moments that'll never last

I wondered if I was real
all I felt was numb
Why couldn't I see the truth
why so blind and dumb?

When you'd hold me so tight
I'd feel safe and close
I could hear your heart beating
I loved that part the most

As I fill this page of white
It's like as if I bled
I feel so alive,
but without you I feel so dead.

When I am asked why I did it
I say, "It hurt less than Crying..."
I realize you were what really mattered
& now I seem to be dying

Without you here
I no longer feel complete
my tongue tastes so sour(now)
when we kissed it tasted sweet

It may be true that
we should have slowed down
I'll agree to six months
if you'll forgive me now

just please don't abandon me
like a loved puppy becomes a stray
say that I'm forgiven
& please stop pushing me away

Now I've told you everything
all I've said is true
please can we talk
because I really miss you