Must you keep reminding me?

Must you keep reminding me,
of what I threw away?
I'm already remembering how sweet it was..
I know that I'm to blame.

Your life isn't perfect!
nobody's life really is..
So, why keep pointing at my imperfections?
It's my life to live!

God has some purpose,
for letting me ruin things.
It won't make a difference one day,
that day I'll have wings.

Let me screw things up
and take out my revenge!
It won't always be this way..
It'll all come to it's end.

but as for now, who really cares?
My life is MINE to destroy
I live the way I want to live
and that fact I employ!