Ever felt like this?

Tears run down your cheek,
Ways to laugh you seek,
The world you used to know has disappeared,
Now your followed by your fears,
In the shadows you see that sight,
Coming after your dreams,
But everythings not as it seems,
You look in a mirror the reflextion is you,
You've chanced to a person you hate too,
Never dreamed you'd hurt the way you do,
Don't know whether you'll see this life through,
This is my life,
Ever felt like this?