I want to tell you

I want to tell you,
how i feel,
but somehow,
it doesn't seem real.

i don't no how to start,
with what i want to say,
so I'm trying to write this poem,
sitting here today.

then you might understand,
why i am me,
and why i treat you so bad,
how i want to be free.

all the stuff that's gone on,
i cant cope anymore,
every things to much,
my heart feels sore.

what he did,
how dad treats me,
i hope now,
you are starting to see.

so I'm sorry for how i am,
and what i do,
i hope you understand,
i really need you.

please comment i no it's crap but i tried