I called you my friends

Silence black nothings
crying in despare
thinking of my day
and how they don't seem to care

I call you my friends
i used to turn to you
when i had problems
you would help me get through

But know you ignore me
because i don't follow the trend
I'm a miss fit
you no longer are my friend

Life at home sucks to
no one seems to understand
instead of pushing me away
why cant you lend me a hand

so here i sit
and listen to myself think
over and over in my head
as the good times seem to sink

ah well life goes on
i suppose in a way
imagining you at my funeral
oh how would i make you pay

so i just sit in the dark
nice knowing you
but now its time for me to ho
because are friendship is through

you made me depressed
everyday i cry
scared of what will happen next
oh how your life must be a lie