About That Girl

In my own little corner,
I wonder about that girl,
The one who battles alone,
Never wanting to be anyones burden,
To everyone else she seems so strong,
Yet inside she is so weak,
I've watched her go through these troubles,
And come out the other side constantly,
Prooving onlookers wrong,
Fighting their comments and thoughts all the while,
Always greeting people happily,
Not letting them get the best of her,
Pride fills her as she holds back her tears,
Not wanting to bring others down,
Trying to go through it all alone,
I stare in pain,
It's hard to watch but I'm unable to help,
Wishing I could trust in a God for her,
And truly believe he'll help her through,
Begging with everything in me,
For her to let me in,
Hoping I alone could cure her pain,
Realising now, it'll never be,
No matter how I try,
I can't sooth her hurt,
I have to let her fly alone,
And hope someday she flies back to me,
My arms will always be wide open,
Ready to hold her and help her as much as I can,
To take her problems and squish them down,
To a size she can understand,
So for now I must sit in my corner,
Alone and filled with worry,
Pleading with her to let me in,
Until then I can only look on and continue to wonder.

"she knows who she is and she knows I care, she knows I love her and will always be there, No matter what beautiful we'll always be best friends and I'll do my best to help you through all the pain you go through. I know I don't share your belief in God, sometimes I wish I did, maybe it would help me to help you but I never will and even though I don't believe in him I still hope that the God you believe in helps you through everything and makes your world bright again. Right now I think you need some space but I won't give up trying... but every time you push me away I'll sit in my corner and watch over you making sure you're OK. lovew you xxx"