Regrets

I knew it wasn't right
But it's all i knew
How to strip
It was just for a show

I should have listened
To my mother that is
I tried my best
Not to turn into this

When your fighting and addiction
To heroine, nicotine and pills
That was the easiest money
To pay those bills

But now its all over
Lying in a hospital bed
After a violent night
..Now i am dead