Im sick of.....

I'm sick of people taking
always talking about you
I'm sick of people thinking you're nicer than me
when really, they don't have a clue

I'm sick of looking in the mirror
and feeling like this
I'm sick of feeling so lonely
its you who took away my bliss

I'm sick of me living
living with all this pain
I'm sick of only feeling this
all the good stuff just went down the drain

I'm sick of just crying
crying all the time
I'm sick of feeling invisible
feeling like slime

I'm sick of feeling
just feeling anything
I'm sick of being alive
i want to be a beautiful angel
thats happy, smiles and sings