Paranoia [3] {7/8/05}

I stay awake through the night,
Making sure i put everything away right-
I can't take the chance of anything being in sight.
I lie on my bed feeling so calm,
Knowing it's ony me here within these four walls,
And they're all out there-they can't cause me any harm.

I can do whatever i wish to,
And i don't have to worry of what i'll do-
There's no one here to check up on me so my worries for now are through.

Yet i do feel a bit lonely,
But there's no one here to talk to me.
I dare not go out that door,
Because i don't get what i seek-it'd get way worse.

I'm falling asleep-tired of out there outside today,
So i better put this away before it's too late.