Do you not remember? Dedicated to Ava

For the past 2 years you were almost the closest thing to me

Now you're not yourself and you've changed alot recently

I understand that you have another life inside of you

Life is what you make it, don't take it out on me, I wasn't involved, what did I do?

I didn't climb on top of you and cause you this pain, I know you're 14 and you didn't want your life to change this way

I know you love him, but you both made this mistake why is it all on him you blame?

Don't worry about the mistakes you've made, think of the ones you're going to make

You've gotta work hard though, in this life your wishes arent granted on silver plates

When you look in the mirror do you still see you?

Or is it someone else, cause I think you do

I know that throughout their lives everyone changes their ways

But you didn't choose to make this change, he causes these changes even still to this day

You're true colors no longer shine

And I'm hoping that you'll change back with time

Why is it I'm the only one you're hate is reflected on?

I didn't break your heart, I've never made you cry

I've noticed I've been there for you more than anyone else has

But in the end, when you thanks are givin, it's my direction you pass

I sat next to you when Russell broke up with you

I talked to you for hours, helping you think things through

I was with you when you cheated on Russell with Latrell and I never said a word

When we had no ride at one in the morning I walked the distance home with you on the curb

When you were with Robert I didn't tell a soul

But if I cheated on my boyfriend or messed with the wrong person it was the world you told

I took you in when Kim kicked you out

When you were upset I would come and stay with you at your house

Just so you would have somone to talk to

I was there when the pregnancy test came up positive

I cried with you, you talked about how you're only 14 and he's 20 and how you could continue to live

Ava, if your heart had seasons it would almost always be December

All that I did for you, do you not remember?