A Horrific Night

As I look at the bottle,
I don't hear a word.
The words are blurred by my tears.
No longer will I have to feel pain,
No longer will I have to hear the torment,
No longer must I strive to live up to the standard of perfect.
It will all end...
here...
now...

I count them out,
the number will suffice.
Slowly unscrew the water's cap,
Handful in my mouth...
I swallow.

No turning back now.
At last, my pain is ending.
I feel my body numb...
No feeling,
I slowly close my eye's,
...to rest at last