Last Goodbyes

I once was an angel,
from sweet heaven above
my life was filled with happiness
my heart filled with love

Used to love all wonderful things
But then the demons came and tore my wings
My heart broken, my soul lost
All my purity and beauty payed a cost
this poor angel, from heaven has fell
Now I'm laying here, stuck in this
burning wretched hell

But no matter how much i am pained and tortured
The dark secrets and sins i shall never tell
These long nights of sorrow and mourning
because i know everything has been swept away
everything i once loved and held so dear

So if i die in my nightmare's rage
please don't forget my like another torn page
for i never thought I'd come so close
to precious suicide
So if i perish in misery
just please remember me
for the angel i used to be
with my sweet eyes and soft hair
So if i die please bury me
in a beautiful somewhere

because the outside of me only people see
But up in the heavenly hills of clouds
i will soon rejoin those gorgeous souls
that were too good to stay dying down here
so please help me or let my final tears cry
and so i start saying my last good-byes