Finally through..

Because of mistakes i made,
i suffer alone,
all the rumors so stretched from the truth,
i wish someone could understand my point of view,
peer pressure was pushed into my heart,
truth blown away, blinded with dark,
after one heartbreak, it's as though my life is falling apart,
I've tried so hard to put it back together,
this mistake haunts my dreams, follows me into a relationship that was doing so well, then the mistakes are opened for him to know,
shattered my love and taken my hope,
my thoughts of someone that could care and always be there, to dry my tears, take the touchered pain that tends to stay here, for once i wanted to be happy,
believing that he was the one, how fooled i was, for he has won, got to me by tricks and lies, broke my heart and made me cry,
thinking that he actually cared,
how i should have never gone there,
wishing i could take it back,
wanting to start a new,
wanting my life to be finally through...

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i know this might now make since to you..but i had to put all my feelings out on paper that day...
*Karen*