The Ill Girl

After we had that huge fight I stopped eating. Now I have to go to the hospital a lot. I am always told I have to eat or I'll get an eating disorder and die. Well i never told you that but when my friend did you talked 2 me and invited me to your birthday. But i did that u only did because you felt sorry for me until your sister told me. Now I'm here at this desk wishing I was dead. You said you cared about me! If you cared then why did you only invite me because I am sick. Now I'm sitting here with this knife in my hand held to heart. I hope you realize that this is all over you. If you just took the time to care I wouldn't be like this. Well now everyone is telling me I can't die because I have a reason to live. Thing is you were my reason and now your gone! Well now I'm pushing this knife through my heart and I all I have to say is I hope your happy because I'm dead.

{{I didnt really have a knife to my heart or anything but thats what i feel like doing}}
{This is over my ex Johna nd he invited me 2 his party because he felt sorry]