Next to die

~*you never bothered to say*~
~*good bye*~
*so when you u left me by myself*
~*and all i could do was cry*~
~*now i have dark circles*~
~*around my eyes*~
~*but to every body*~
~*that was no surprise*~
~*when i walked by people*~
~*they would just look and stare*~
*~like i was a scary nightmare*~
*watching blood run down my wrist*
*~my hands starting to curl up*~
~*into a fist*~
~*when i realize it was no good*~
~*because as i see him lye*~
~*on the floor*~
let me know he was*~
~*not by my side any more*~
~*all i could do was cry*~
~*hoping and wishing*~
~*i would be the next to die*~