Its all in my head
The feelings and the friendship.
Everything is all in my head
Except for the pain and hurt.
He looks on my with embarrassment
that i never gave him.
He talks about me like he knows me,
when he never tried to talk to me at all.
I am humiliated in front of his friends
for words misunderstood
and feelings mistaken for something deeper.
But thats what i deserve
for just being me.
I will stick with the pain and the hurt.
But with out the friendships of those
who misunderstand the others they didnt know.
He looks on me with embarrassment.
He looks on me with humor and false truths.
I look on him with pity.
