At least you can call heaven home

I see your smiling face, staring back at me,
but its only in my head, you're all i see,
you've left me stranded, lost and alone,
leaving me here, in this broken home,
daddy's gone, one hit to many,
mommy's looking for love, even though she has plenty,
grandpa is lost with out you by his side,
and without you, i've lost all the time i can bide,
you were my world, but God called you today,
with that one final breath, you went away,
tears forming in my eyes,
i can't stand it i want to die,
i want to go with you, and be with you forever,
because you promised no matter where you went we'd be together,
but heaven has you now,
i can't see you, no way, no how,
i wish god would of taken me instead,
because you're vison is in my heart and head,
i can't bare the pain, the thought of you gone,
but at least you have heaven to call your home.

*its not true.... yet.... and hopefully it never will be..... but please all of you who read this... keep my grandma in your prayers.... the doctors think she has lung cancer.... thank you so much*