I'm back but I have more then what I left with

Hey what do you know.
I’m back.
But I still have the shadow.
The shadow that still holds me.
But I have it under control.
Is it?
Or am I lost?
No I’m not going to start that again.
I’m better.
I’m sure of it.
Now what to do?
Live?
Why not?
Is there more?
Is there something I’m missing?
I guess the only way to find out is wait.
Yea, I guess I will wait more.
One thing I’m good at.
Waiting.
That’s what keeps me going.
Or is there more?
Guess I will find out soon enough.