My life once was a cellar, cold and dark, excluded from the world. A storage space of lost feeling and emotions a never-ending sadness. I was nothing, a dead person no life was in me. No will to live. I was an empty vessel just there in the world for no reason at all. I lived my life and that was it. I felt no pan no joy; I felt nothing I was an object that took up space in this world. My world was small and corrupt. I knew that one day it would get the best of me. I new one day I would of snapped, cave in to the nothingness. Ended it all, but that all changed the second I saw your face. There was some thing in side of me that I felt. Some thing I had tried so hard to keep out of my life. I wanted this feeling to stop I wanted it to die forever. I saw what happened to the ones you love. They end up leaving you. I would not let that happen again. I tried so hard to fight it but it just grow every time I saw you. It engulfed me like a burning bush on fire. Your beauty mesmerized me. You brought me happens. You sparked something in me. You opened your hart to me. You took the time to talk, to hold, and listened to me you were my real true friend. You opened my eyes to a world I once new and had forgotten. You brought good into this little boys life. You loved me and I was scared. Scared that if I loved you that you to would leave me. I tried to say it, I did. But to say it would mean that I would be naked in front of you, opening up to you. Telling you my deepest thoughts and desires. The one thing I tried to hide for so long. I had built a wall arowned my hart, one that I thought could never brake. It was thick as stone. But some how you found a way in you took that wall down on brick at a time, you showed me that love is every thing I need no matter how hard it gets because with out it your dead like a cellar. You showed me a light that was new to me a light that would fill my hart and sole with never ending love. You brought me the will to live. Showed me that there is some good in this world. Made me realize that love is all I ever needed and with you I would always have that. Now that I no this I can face my biggest fear and say I LOVE YOU. And let love fill my hart and wash away that darkness that once filled it.
