Dad why were u never there

Some times people
forgive and forget
but this time Ill only forgive
You gave me so much pain
that i would never forget
You were never there
when I needed you the most
Ive cried so many times
Im sick of all the lies
How could you just leave
and take everything with you
Im older now and more mature
But you wouldnt know
you didnt even bother to call
or write
Where are you now
do you think of me
when you lay down
I just want to know if I did ne thing
wrong for you to stop loving me
because it hurt so bad
when you said you didnt
give a damn