It Never Mattered Anyway

It Never Mattered Anyway

One, this wasn’t fun,
Two, they will kill you.
Three, I’m still not free,
Four, I never swore.
Five, trying to stay alive,
Six, something I cant fix.
Seven, can’t go to heaven,
Eight, this is hate.
Nine, you seem to be fine,
Ten, the pain starts again.
My poems don’t hurt you,
You just hurt yourself.
I should have been smarter,
Then to love you.
You where just a waste of time,
You never appreciated me.
You never loved me,
How I loved you.
You’re just pathetic,
I hope someone causes you pain.
Like you caused me,
They’ll make you suffer.
My love for you is gone,
I’ll find someone better anyway.

By Fred Smith