The reason

Floating in the air
trying to hide
people everywhere
wondering why i committed suicide

lying on the floor
drowning in my blood
what are they looking for
too late to stop the flood

they finally found the reason
why'd i end my life
they finally found the reason
that made me use that knife

"starting with my father
who never knew me much
and my dear own mother
who exactly knew as such

you thought it was fun
to laugh at my weight
to only love your son
to fill me up with hate

to ignore me everytime
and not trust me at all
to not give me a dime
to watch me while i fall

i spent sixteen years
hanging in my room
living with my tears
my depression and my gloom

no friends to keep me company
no one loved me a bit
i wonder if there's as many
living in the same shit

i tried to fight the pain
that's within me so deep
i tried to thrive,to gain
but all i managed is to weep

I'd rather go to hell
then live like this forever
to break out of my shell
break free for ever and ever

So careless spirit
rest in peace
because no one will miss
a forgotten piece".

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