Arrived At My Death

The wind whispers those long lost words,
Those words I can’t figure out why,
Why it beats me and defeats me,
It never was and never will be,
But those words still seem to captivate me.

The raindrops as there falling tell a long lost story,
A story where it all seem so true,
Fate seems to lye around the corner so far,
Fallen under the brightest star,
Through the door, broken ajar.

The tears bleed as they blind me,
Closing my eyes, dreaming to disappear,
Knowing the truth, as I open my eyes,
I can’t disappear because I’m lost in lies,
Wishing and praying and I wait for my demise.

The silent night swallows my sound of breathing,
It swallows my sound of screaming,
My nightmare just seems to eat at my fears,
My sanity just seems to live off my tears,
My feelings bottled because nobody hears.

Everyday just seems to be a deadly dream,
Knowing there’s no one to listen to my whispers,
I have finally let go of my last breath,
Every lie and every cut made, so much depth,
I have arrived at my death.