Always Some reason

I spent all my time waiting, For it to be okay.
But nothing has healed fast enough.
I know they say, Life is meant to be tough.
But it's hard at the end of it all
To keep a straight face
To keep my tears in place.
I have just given up.
Now it's all over, it came to an end
Still hard to talk to old friends
How much they've missed
Of what has happened to me
And I know they will never see
I made so many changes
To help it all
But all they did was fall
Now It's all ended
Ive lost the only one close
The one I cared for the most
Alone forever, and ever again.
Like its meant to be
Just me
Alone In my corner
Pity upon myself
This sadness declining my health
But It's alright now.
This is how it all was before
Nothing less nothing more
Yet tears are still falling
I wish this could be undone
But then wheres all the fun
In watching my misery.
And my building the lies
Not even hiding can help this disguise
But deep down it will
All be okay
I'm alive for another day
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
I know it may be tough
But You'll just have to get over
The problems of life
And not take them out with a knife
Theres always something better
Than you believe
Then you shall finally see
Why not to end it
End it right here
Its only build up of fear
Of what might come tomorrow
No matter how bad it gets
Something you will regret

©Mexxy

-Not Finished.x.