Moving on.

It has been 8 months since that horrible day.
I think about it different ways.
I could be happy Kyle is alive
or I could be sad because Alyssa died.
I could ask "why?" over and over again
or accept the fact that it is over.
Sooner or later I will have to move on
hopefully I will realize that.
I just have to keep telling myself to move on
and eventually, I will.
I can't keep living in the past
the past is the past
and the present is my future.
Whatever I do right now
will affect what I do in the future.
I am the only person that has the ability
to change what happens in my life, that I can control
and I am going to change it for the better
so I can live my life to the fullest
and nothing else.
My life is in my hands
so whatever, I do,
is going to be great.
I will realize this someday and I will move on.......
sooner or later!!