This is My Last Goodbye

He has torn me up inside,
just watched the tears I cried.
He hit me once again,
just making me wish it would end.

He doesn't know what he's driven me to do,
with each and every cut I wont lose.
I might hurt myself today,
you might not want to see this, you might want to go away.

He has taken all the life I had,
in a flash I went from happy to sad.
For my smile he has broken,
all the thoughts of suicide have been left unspoken.

Today is my last day,
For today I'm finally going to go away.
I'm going to set myself free,
from all the pain, from everything.

Don't worry I can assure you as I pick up this knife, I wont miss,
for I have been blown death's kiss.
This is my last goodbye,
I hope you all feel guilty and cry.

It's your fault you didn't see the pain,
you just thought I was insane.
You should have believed me when I told you,
about all the things to me, he would do.

It's your fault you didn't listen,
you never paid attention.
This knife that is so reassuring,
will stop this pain from again reoccurring.

Don't worry I can assure you as I pick up this knife, I wont miss,
for I have been blown death's kiss.
This is my last goodbye,
I hope you all feel guilty and cry.