My Suicide Note

Dear Mom,
You always helped me through,
You always cared for me,
& I always cared for you,
I'm sorry I have to go now,
Please do not cry,
It's not your fault I want to die,
I Love You

Dear Dad,
They talked bad about you,
I always loved you, I hope you knew,
We always had a fun time,
& when you were not there, I was not fine,
It's not your fault, It's me,
Sorry we could never be a real family,
I love You

Dear Aunt Ginet & Grandma,
I hate your guts & I hope you die,
All the pain you put me through,
All the scars & the cuts,
It's all cause of you,
So as I take my knife,
I hope you rot in your petty life,

Dear Michael,
I think your a moron,
& a jackass,
If you were not so stupid,
This family could have last,
I hope you come out of the closet

Dear Jesse,
I love you & I love that your emo,
I love that your gay & I love what you say,
I love that your depressed,
I love what you do,
& I love everything about you,
I love you & I think your a god

Dear Leslie,
Never thought this would happened, huh?
I'm not depressed, You know why...
You know I only cut to see blood & gore,
You know why I want to die,
You were the best friend I ever had...
In a f.u.c.ked up way

Dear Crystal,
Even though we fought & screamed,
We were best friends,
& I thank you for that

Dear On-line Friends,
Most of you knew,
What I was going through,
We helped each other out,
When we were in doubt,
Thank you for all you've done,

To Everyone Else,
I was either,
You best friend,
Or your worst enemy,
Either way,
You meant the world to me

I'm sorry to everyone,
I'm sorry to you all...

I caused all this pain,
I have felt all this pain,
I'm sorry I have to slit my vain
I'm sorry I have to do it with my kinfe
I'm sorry I have to take my life...
Please forgive me, & you will see,
I did this just to set you free...