Explanation

Just thinking about you brings butterflies into my stomach.
Wanting to be with you, but being held back is unbearable.
Loving you, but you not knowing about my existance is worse than death.
So i sit here crying,
tears rolling down my cheek,
blood rolling down my arm.
No one understands.
So I hide within myself.
Deeper... Deeper... Deeper.
Until the pain is gone.