She Helped Me Stop Cutting

I sat with the tool
I watched myself drag it across
It tore across my skin
It was my own self loss

To scared to let it bleed
To hurt to let it not
All I saw was bad
The good, I forgot

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This was a scenario
From awhile ago
Since then, I've stopped cutting
No more scars I have to show

Thanks to my angel
I have stopped it all
She lifted me up
When I thought I would fall

I told her that I did it one day
Although I'm not sure why
I haven't really told others
They don't know my cries

She helped me to stop
She read me God's word
She found verses in the Bible
My vision was blurred

She helped me to realize
That cutting is not right
It will help me hurt more
Not help me and put up a fight

I realized it was stupid
I realized it was wrong
Now I don't cut
Now I sing a different song

Again, I don't know why I told her
The questions will not end
I swear it's because she's my angel
She's my angel, hero, and friend.