Zombified living

As i go through the day i notice nothing and am noticed by none i greet only those who greet me first. i am a real life zombie but not all is dead in me no i wait, i wait for my online life. yes this is my living time. yes i live 2 hours of the day. my gf plays me like a board game. my thoughts beat me like a drum. oh the mental bruises of my so hurtful self induced thoughts. but yes i live to connect and the worst thing that can happen is to beat me on the net the same way you always do. my life is that of a zombie.