How can this be?

How can this be?
I mean,
I trusted you,
I believed in you,
I looked up to you.

Now I see,
The true you,
Laugh behind my back,
Don't help me when
I'm drowning
In tears
What happened to me?
What happened to you?
What happened to us?

Everything you were saying
That you had cried,
That you were depressed,
That you were full with stuff to do,
Said "I don't have any time with
you,"
Even when I need you most,
When I'm sad and don't know which way to go,
Can't you even help me no more?
How can this be?

I tried to help you,
When you seemed to be lonely
But now I think,
All of this,
Was it just to get my attention?
Now you have so you don't need me anymore?

How can this be?
Now I see the truth
Of me and you?
Am I thinking too much?
But you always said,
You will be here for me, but now...
But now all I hear you say is
The same words over and over again
Because you have nothing else to say
To me anymore...
To you I'm a bore...

Now all I can think of this is,
How can this be?