Why Am I So Dumb?

by CHOKE   Jul 20, 2005


I'm sorry!
I'm so sorry!
I messed up bad,
I wrecked everything, now you're mad.
Now we're both depressed,
and God I'm glad I confessed!
I hurt him, and I hurt him bad,
He tried to help me, but I got mad!
Why am I so dumb?
To his feelings, why was I so numb?
I wanted her to leave me alone,
he did something to make her leave me alone.
I got mad yet again,
He just wanted to be a friend.
He said he'd hurt himself,
I said don't or I'll hurt myself.
He said he wouldn't,
but I think he did anyway even though he shouldn't.
Now I want to die,
for I hurt him and messed him up inside.
Why am I so dumb?
To his feelings, why was I so numb?

~I know this poem is crappy, but i was upset and i had to let it out some other way besides self harm~

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