The Rain Pours

The rain pours outside,
As the tears run down my face.
Another bad day turned to night,
Now my heart begins to race.

Memories now flooding my mind,
Memories filled with lies.
No one could ever understand me,
No one even tries.

The rain pours outside,
As I see the shine.
The shine of my relief,
A blade that is only mine.

No, I think to myself,
I can not go back to it.
It use to be a best friend.
But I had to quit.

The rain pours outside,
As the tears run down my face.
I go over to my blade,
And pick it up out of it's place.

Just one cut I think,
Just one and the pain will be done.
I lie there bleeding and look outside,
The rain is all gone and that is left is sun.

~this didn't actually happen but it came really close~