I'm Sorry

See baby I know I have done some pretty bad stuff
Yeah I've treated you like crap
We have so much love but I don't act like it
and you are so sweet and kind

I'm sorry for everything
Telling you about other girls
About all the joking about wrong things
and for not telling you I loved you when we got off the phone

I know if this fighting keeps up we are going to split apart
So I want to stop and tell you from my heart
Baby I love you and I don't care who believes it
Because I know the truth shall set me free

I'm sorry honey for all the pains I've put you through
All the times I told you it was you that had an attitude
I know it was really me
I'm just so sorry baby

It's about 1:30 in the morning
I know you won't believe this
Honey I am crying
I miss you so much and I know I have been treating you like crap

I'm so sorry that I cussed at you
My tears are flowing, because I realize what I have done to you
I wish I could take it back and we could start over
You deserve so much more than what I have given

All your friends have told the truth
You are worth more than what I have showed you
I don't want to control you, cause I want you to be free
I can't believe you are still with me

Thats how I know you love me
and I am so sorry for not showing you I love you back
But honey I swear if I could I would take it all back
I have really treated you like trash

God please just let us start over
Thats my prayer every night
I'm tired of people wanting us apart
But it's all because of me

I know I act like I'm playing you, but honey that is not me
Nikki do you know what I am feeling
A feeling of misery for hurting one of the most beautiful creations
When god created you he meant for you to be treated good

I have put horror in your life
Nothing but jealousy and tears
Baby can we just start over
I promise this time to do whats right

No more jokes are needed to be played
Lets show these people what we have
Lets make a life of love and family together
I'm sorry baby and I want it all back to normal

This poem is dedicated to Nikki Mitchem, I wrote this poem because I love her with all my heart and I want to make it work and to start over with her. I don't care what the ratings are on this poem. It's straight from the heart and it's something I want for her to read and to understand. I Love You Stephanie Nicolle Wall Mitchem.