Faking Happy

I see you all go by, hand in hand
I'll turn and kneel and write your name in the sand
If only you knew I was there

I hear you all say I love you
I die on the inside as I knew it was true
If only you really cared

I miss you, going out and leaving me behind
I guess it's worth saying I tried
You two are happily paired

It's hard to say I had my turn
It's hard to say I miss you
The easist thing to keep you smiling is faking happy
Without you I'm going insane

It's been 20 years, I got concerned
I found out you died, too
And in your will I read the date and read you felt the same