I remember those days clearly

I remember that day clearly.I tried to kill myself.I wrapped my head phones around my neck.I tried to choke myself it didn't work.I remember that day clearly.I went in my mom's bathroom.I grabbed a whole bunch of pills.I tried to OD but OMG I f^cking lived!I remember that day clearly I slipped underneath the water.I tried to drown.My lungs were bursting.I had to come up!I didn't want to, but I couldn't stop myself from coming up!I remember those days clearly, because I tried to kill myself....God never let me go....even when I asked....